maybe my life isn't meant to be good for me at all ba..why am i the only one that is interested..after everything that we had been through..haiz.. nevermind ba.. sorry if i made you upset or unhappy..i just wanna find out how much i mean to you..just wanna find out how much would you sacrifice for me..well.. you told me what you wanted to..and i found my answer..whether you told everything or not.. i am just hurt..thats all..you never knew how much you mean to me..you never know how hurt i would feel..thanks for all the happy memories..really appreciate it..well..maybe you just don't mean the things that you say..things that you once told me..doesn't seem to fit with the things that are happening now..please correct me if i am wrong ba.. and all that i know..life will never be the same for me anymore..