haiz.. everyday sucks.. sometimes i wish to end my life.. what is the point of living anyway.. parents.. friends.. studies.. almost everything.. is making my life miserable..feeling really very tired.. haiz.. once again.. i am lost.. that feeling that is within me when i see her.. its so.. heart-breaking.. i don't why.. i feel so angry easily.. i started hating two person.. i feel so much hatred towards them.. being in this cold and lonely world.. no one is being there for me anymore.. haiz.. whatz the point of studying and being good or anything when no one cares.. tore my compo today.. no point keeping it also.. haiz.. i don't know why.. when i see people cry.. i also feel like crying.. is life really that dissappointing? i don't know what i should do now.. i wanna break away from the misery i am having everyday.. but i just can't seem to go on with life..tired of having sleepless night..tired of being hurt.. bleeding again.. haiz.. go back to staring into the night sky ba.. if it is so easy to hide the pain..