hpm.. yesterday even though i was tired.. didn't manage to sleep ba.. in the end i slept at 5 06.. woke up at 11 plus today.. think too much le ba.. haiz.. like always.. life with my family has never been good.. today qurralled with my mum again.. i hate her.. why is she causing so much pain to me.. my dad.. yea.. anything don't want all throw to me.. all the used before things all give me.. all the new one all for my other sibilings and my parents.. life sucks anyway..